{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

11:37 PM

Nice..
trashing by IJ..
followed by a 1 pt lost to SR.
SR wasnt tht good.
we could have won them easily..

for SR game i almost flatten quite a 'round' figured girl sitting by the court.
coz i was trying to save the ball thn i think i landed on her? omg..
sorry.

Finally.
we won YJC.
supposedly not too bad.
tht moment was euphoric
seriously, we all jumped up man..
hopefully the following JJ n NY match we can win..
thn we can meet IJ in the finals n show them some colour..

the tempo at YJ was damn slow until their coach came n they wake up upon hearing his ever daunting voice.
YJ caoch never changed at all..
same as last year.
ever wanting to pick a fight with everyone such as our coach, the referees etc
he s a cock tard seriously.
but it was real fun seeing him scold ppl n wanting to create a fuss out of nth..
hahaha retarded guy.

with the new J1s in..
it means tht some of us hav to fight real hard to secure our places.
luckily for me, i got playing time for all matches so far..
i know some of them are damn sian n disappointed abt it ..
well, guys keep our heads up =)

its mid feb, and i already can feel the intensity filling up..
i kinda can see myself struggling alr, no joke.

trainings tutorials tests thts all..
its been running over n over again..
n im trying to grasp some air..

i realised. Common test is not a test on how smart am i ..
its a test on my ability to manage my time..
thts all..

Decision making.
sometimes its hard to make one.
and if u hav got to make one.
and go back on it.. it isnt easy too..
whn the decision is not small, but big..

my dad been sourcing for a house since 2 years ago i tink.
not tht we are too rich n we wana move.
but the fact is we are downgrading to a 5room which is nearer to my gramps.

other ppl can jus chose n get a house damn fast.
but my dad is damn funny.
he picks n selects which is better n tht explains why it took ages.
okay cancelling out all the in betweens..

he decided to get this house last week.
went down to sign the papers n stuffs.
next moment. he wanted to back out.
reasons due to the bad economy.
fearing ppl will not buy our house as its ground level n all da monetary stuffs

after all the hype, we are still staying put for the time being.
my point was..
after making such a big decision n backing out.
both party wun feel good.
esp on the other side, u will feel like killing us.
but i guess it take greater courage for my dad to try n tell them that he cant buy the house.
after all they are friends n stuffs..

well idk wat im saying..i think i make no sense..

i better dun bother so much n get back to my work -.-

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

11:02 PM

ok cont.
the point is..
i played like crap and disappointed ppl
oh wells..
i lack playing experience..
nvm shall stop going round and round.

Nic lim went to buy wax strips on mon
we went back class to WAX our legs.
russell nic n me did it..
with the help of some unprofessional ppl like bryan
haha Operation botched coz theres still hair here n there !
OMGG!!!

Zzzzzz

Monday, February 16, 2009

12:36 AM

9jan was my last post.
flipped my diary by accident to 9march.
- its the start of my common tests.

exact 3weeks from now.
stress is seriously building on.
esp now i hav training mon wed fri.
wed fri are friendly matches.

what else?
well take it by my stride n try to cope thn ..

Shld i say HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY ?
LOL -.-
hey i didnt sounded the nation wide alarm today k !

okk more insights to it..
tues i walk past the the fire alarm thingy..
i accidently bang it n the whole casing fell off..
luckily it didnt turn off..
so i was commenting " woah i guess my shoulderss reli grew "

thn thurs..
after lect i walk past there again..
unknowingly i brushed across it again -.-
the wiring came off..
so the god darn thing went off..
siann...

lol i pro ah?
say yes -.-

Wed was supposely start of Yishun cup.
IJ came.
match was cancelled due to the heavy rain..
warm up was damn hot..
n it suddenly jus rained..
Zzzzz what funny weather conditions we are undergoing -.-

had dinner w angie daryl n eio at Hans.

Fri was V day eve -.-
LOL got such thing as eve ? but nvm la..
song delication in sch..
hmm pretty boring this year.
yes, i dont hav Special things ..so dun bother asking =P

fri was the superstitious fri 13 aka black fri -.-
its a hear say thing .. like i giv a shit abt it -.-
but its pretty scary ..
i injured my thumb in sch during passing
i was quite nervous for the IJ match..
so i got down from the bus,
i fell and landed on my elbow n lower back..
damn pain ahh..bruise all
freak.
i was having mixed feelings for the match..
i started the game n was sub out 5mins after coz i mess up..
shant elaborate more..
the following few sub in n sub out exp was ____
i duno how to say... coz im tired now .. i wana slp...

i shall continue some time soon..
haha sry for being so abrupt..
i jus remembr i got sch tml ..
n carboxylic acid jus killed me -.-

BRB folks -.-

Monday, February 9, 2009

9:20 PM

OMG.. back..
hav wanted to blog but there wasnt really time for it. and by the time i wanted to say it, i forget.
forget, forgot, forgotten.
oh wells..
BUSY busy busy.. sch, trainings, home, slp, hw ?
mans.. ITS JUS THE START..
endurance..
dang, see i forgot n duno what to say, and im sprouting rubbish -.-

workload are kicking in,n if i dun do anything, i will fall behind..
in such cases,its not slow and steady wins the race..
the tortoise will still lose out no matter wat..

Yishun Cup is coming up.
getting into the team is jus few steps away.
and i really wana get into the team and do smth great.
not to the extend great,but worthy i supposed.
else the 3 years will go the drain..
gone gone gone for nth..

Wed is 1st match w IJC..
i got groin pain? wtf ..how to run -.-

i dun wana be a bane..
never will i ..

Yes,
what u think aint what others are thinking..
coz they cant b bothered to do so like u ? perhaps..
so what bother and care so much..
oblivious again..
until i learn how to get out of the darn hole, will i reap smth..

Facts and stuffs,slowly uncovered..
luckily im busy w so many stuffs...
no time to ponder so much again..

dang, oh man..stop thinking and living in yr own world!!!!

Commencement ceremony today..
HAHAHAHAHAHA my junior class only got 4 guys? OMG!!!
LOL means? up to u to think =D
HOHOHOHO...
=P

Valentine's round the corner huh?!

heard frm duno who..forgot alr..

if u are finding for love, love wun come to u..
but on the contradictory.
if u dun find love. it will come to u somehow ..

Hah..

Sunday, February 1, 2009

If i were a boy ( girl )..

11:04 PM

Day 7 of CNY
人日- supposedly everyone s birthday,
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY human beings =D

my mum was being damn smart; 除夕happen to be on sun.
soo for lunch she supposedly cooked a 八宝锅.
smart la..only 1 dish,everything throw in..so slack
no wonder she nv make noise. hah
and for dinner..no steamboat -.-
bbq pork n salmon on the hotpot..
lamest to the max !

day 2- had the usual lion dance over at my house which my dad asked them over.

Zzzz i spilled water on my laptops keyboard and now its giving stunts now?!
no time for repair man!!!!!

most places in singapore are smoke free now.
even coffee shops are closing down some of their smoking zone now.
guess wat.
my family had lunch at some coffee shop i think..thn they went to get food.
my grandmother n my bro went to get seats.
we got a round table.
but but but..
this 2 couple came right in,sat down,started smoking..
she claims..sry ah auntie..this is smoking area..i think u all sit other place.in case u all dun like the smoke -.-

my granny was quite pissed..
mee toooo ..
until i saw the big sign stuck there ;
NO SMOKING =.=
i wanted to giv them 2 big red angpow each ! ZZzzz

Fancy not being in my tip top condition during this period of time!
i should be more watchful of my health -.-

day 3- training -.-

BTT day wasnt quite smooth.
things cropped up.
luckily things changed for the better.
i shant elaborate y.
ask me if u wan..

well, yes, i guess its high time tht i take responsibility of myself and more dependent.
erm my dad being hot and cold.
i know u do bother n care.
so well thks for the little things thou u always dun fail to shoot me down..
not like i dun..
buttt.. nvm..
shant say much either -.-

sat went to natasha s place to bai nian.
thn to eat at some pasta place at shaw towers, which was pact to go since 2 years ago.
well,unfulfilled things finally gone n eaten -.-

oh wat spicy english ?! (GP ! )
thn me n jy left first while she n her __ waiting to go club.
mans..im such a bulb..
sry!

woke up at 5 today.
reached woodlands at 8..god damn took 1 hr plus..
thn i realised cny cant cut hair..
sooo soo sooo..
went to meet the rest at 10 at marsling to teacher s place..
not too bad..

and ya..i hav chem spa mock meat tml -.-
n ya da lots of shit to clear..
thou i been trying to clear,efforts are still minimal..
so whats the point so saying when i can put time into it -.-

slowly trying to adapt,adjust and get use of happenings and things ard him.
there s no bad blood btwn me and anyone man!dun get it wrong.
hmm dont talk doesnt mean not good.
i find keeping quiet and acting oblivious to things ard me is much bettter...
whn i got to know, im equally happy n quite __ abt it ..
but wells,
fine i shld get out of my hole some time =)

j1s in tml! LOL

if i were a boy (girl)