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ahh ..this world is going crazy..the weather is turning weird too..
this few day s been damn hot n humid thou it rains..
sweat n sweat like nth -.-
thursday-
basically it ends at 1pm..
n t32 ppl jus vanished..
wa lau..rarely end at 1eh n u all jus go lidat ..
go out la..
the class has no damn bonding sia..
AND U STILL LEARN CHEMICAL BONDING -.-
dragged some leftover ppl to eat at j8 sakae buffet..
played zhong ji mi ma..
friday-
wanted to go gym coz i dun intend to stay for trainin...
but in the end i decided to stay for the MI match..
to record score =.= wtf..
it rained -.-
n with the lack of proper attire i looked retarded -.-
cancelled
saturday-
went to LCK cemetry to sao mu..
n darn! im quite tan-ned BUT...
i got damn NICE singlet tan line -.-
which is quite sucky :( haiz..
went down in quite a rush to AC s fun o rama..
err its damn packed w ppl..
n as usual..hot smelly humid..HAHA
05 ppl are like MIA ..n guesss wat
only met up w sengyang n deborah..all die liao -.-
but saw lynette la..other class de also ah..n xinglu whre u ?!
saw a number of cj ppl..
ehhh i tink cj gals r better thn ac s...haiz..
freak..remembr i told u all tt since u all dun wan pay for ticks..
thn go FUNORAMA to create trouble coz they are too rich liao..
guess wat? i got scam!
saw kat n she gave mi 10over bucks..
n i spend 2oover on games (War on terror)
was damn excited coz i pumped $14 thinking can get the top3 prize..
so i gt puva n JK to shoot for mi..freaky cant shoot -.-
n $20plus w a HIGHLIGHTER in return :( how good..
moses ho is a bloody scammer as well..
luckily nv get conned by him..ask me buy sooo much tickets -.-
some reflections that i garnered ..
im unfit..coz i hav been milking n not workin out..
k fine..i did la.. =.=
over the week i realized i become mre guai lan.. mre kao bei..
y m i becoming so du lan? i duno..i tink i shldnt be lidat..
i keep jabbing u ..HAH..
alrite.. i will curb myself :P lol..
i regret throwing the chair..
that was a damn retarded act..n gosh i still wana fight it out w him?!
err sorry brother..haha
dude ur turnin 18th yo..
next, BRIAN CUTTER ..u WATCH OUT..
dun let me see u cutting my Q again ..
else im sure to bloody pin u down man!
this retarded bastard has been cutting my Q since 1st intake..
n he got the cheek to cut in front of me..
ALWAYS..
i dragged him out on thurs thou..
dun try man... retarded shit...
n ya..the revamped timetable suxs for me man! my breaks not at the end..
as a result i cant LEAVE EARLY !!! :(
SUXS
its been 2 weeks since march holidays ended ..
ahh i regret giving the letter too :)
coz its useless..
a path of no return..
haha..im wondering wat the hell is wrong w u ?
friends ? i doubt so right?
friends that dun talk..
mre like enemies la..
n ya..im so retarded n dumb n childish like u tot so rite?
as if i nv try opening my mouth...
yet its lidat..comin to tis stage,
wat can i say?
well done lor..
1 word mre thn enuf-childish
but too bad..im myself n wun b changed..
why shld i get so affected over all these shit that happens?
no,im trying not to man!
since u play tit,i shall play tat :)
playin along w u is rather fun as well -.-
fucked..i sacrificed being dumb to entertain u ppl,givin at least some joy in class ...
childish? lol.. k ah..fine..
oOO..HAHA..i shant get affected anymore coz i must get over it right?
lol..even my toes are laughing..
i will ppl..
lol..
omg..im crazy already -.-
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
errm..im proud to say....
but nth to b proud of :
tt i did my work..
LOL..at least got do smth right?good liao la..
not lik mon pon-ed,go back slp all da way -.-
went to watch HORTON after sch today w Na..
kid show..HAHA..
wa crap, conics tutorial took me 2hrs to do? gosh ?! freak slow..
wth : (
n now i haven study chem..but im gona slp after tis
n slp in sch tml..
lucky i got break at da first period..
ZZZzz i tink my timetable suxs now..coz other R end latest at 2 ..rest 11 12pm -.-
fine..
ehh walau congrats la ann..u got 9/1o for maths?!!! GRHh.
PHILIP YAP you better work HARDER MAN..
aGRH! hahaaaa...
hmm a small conflict btwn me n weiliang happened in class..
partly my fault..
but after tt he say ehh sry play play only..
wa play play ah..later wack le no mre play play man..
fine stop being a kid n case close :)
PEACE PREVAIL ...
做人要知祝。
不会珍惜就太可惜了。。
too bad..
没有回头的余地 :)
360度转变有点可怕。。。
duno, dun care, dun bother -.-
Monday, March 24, 2008
yea went j8 s cartel to study
HAHahaha...omg!
im turning into a PON-star recently..
pon-ed PE n training today!
last week pon-ed phy tutorial! HAHA..
ZZz nth to proud of la!
ehh mans! pimples are freaking me out! wa lau !! ARGH : (
must b eat alot nv exercise -.- all e protein stuffs : (
gRRH agRH!!! LALALALA
omg siao liao..SheeSh..
woosh no more emo banana!
studies studies,fitness lastly friends -,- err whatever...
ehh tersea! i whre got emo eh? wat u did to me on thurs??!
sunday~
ehh i duno wat got into me man..went all da way down to expo -.-
he so angry coz i dragged him down makin him nv study ah !
THKS AH LOK LULUUUUU...
WENT TO EXPO TO EAT WAT?
CHICKEN RICE.. !!!
thats ALL for going ALL da way to EXPO
DAMN CHICKEN!!!!
haha sry ah ..my fault la..coz i late..but fren,
DAMN FAR OKAY..
left for pks abt 12plus..
saw xenia cecelia n ivan?omg back frm aussie so skinny eh!
after pks..asked zhangyi along to study with NA..but he insist on studyin in temple for his blocks!
ZZz see la..thats how ppl can do well! seeee?
Rong cheng was like ehh philip u dun realise u always the centre of smth de meh-.-
wth nt my fault la..like i want lidat..
thn mer came along to join.. 
look how powerful my phone s cam is !!
i keep playin w my hp s cam..she confiscated it -.-
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Ooo..i need a best friend in school..
HAHA..
ZZzz school s sianzz..
look at da breaks on my timetable :P
i can leave earliest at 12pm..
HAH..
who wana date me?! lols..
alrite fine,no joke..
ahh haven been gymming..
hmm good friday was wasted playin bball..
lol did few sets of pull-ups..
got to reli do a number b4 nafa..else..lol..
missed so many cheap balls..
amass-ed a total of 200plus push-ups -.-
onli did 150 =.=
wah!! i reli got to study mans!
Sat~
suppose to meet kaiyuan to hougang play ball with them..
but yuan ge last min cannot..
haiz..always jio him out he last min cant de -.-
sadd...
SUN~
mayb gg to huilu s church in da mornin -.-
aaron lee keep askin me i also nv go..ehh looo i giv abit face eh..
HAHA..
usual pks in da afternoon..
shld b studyin w Na...
tada 3days gone..
no work out..
hah,got la..
LOL
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
A div s somewhre next mth..
jiao lian say time to chose ppl..12-15..
ere mayb a chance but i dun tink i wana grab it..no pt..
lookin forward for next year's
in 2days 7rounds outside sch -.-
my back s screwed again..
hmm shavings is abt learnin how to let go..
hah, i guess the time i shave is properly the time i let go..
im sry but im still hanging on like a fool..
thats y im feelin lik an idoit these 2days..
-.-
Sunday, March 16, 2008
saturday..rare day tt there s sun..HAH..went down for swimmin trainin..Zzz..i wana get my cert so i can work as part time life guard coz the pay s freak good..i also wana work in new urban male..i wana do well in studies..AHH oh fine..haha..i was saying got sun..so i brought my tanning oil n applied b4 i got down -.-sun turn weak! how nice..教练was teachin scissors kick n was using me as example thn he said..he-为么这么油？me-放oil la..he-你ah gua ah..放做什么？me-要黑吗!he-siao..so dark for wat (with the =.= face)fine la..lidat :( ZZzzamidst my tired-ness i went down to mac to study w ck..tiong mac broke down so went to bukit merah..hah at least i did smth :)smth for myself man ! applaud lea.. -.-SUNDAY~talk no money ..PS only noe..woke up at 9..suppose to go pks at 9..lol..so i went down to raffles close to 11 to help out..went to da asian civilisation museum..slacked..went down to clementi to meet huilu..coz she say wana go NUS open house..LOL..ps natasha to study alone..HAHA..got my new phone kinda illegally..thks to lulu for being da "lucky star" there..NUS open house nth much also..went down to BM mac..saw kanta n mr 'gay' there..supposed to study but i played w my hp..im freak poor now.. -.-wa tian! its sunday now..less thn an hr to MONDAY~MOANDAY..crap..things going so fast..tml..hmm i will be myself..no mre face masks..run out liao -.- Things arnt gona be the same anymore.....
Friday, March 14, 2008
O1 t34.. hah..how bonded are we actually ?
LOL..
THURSDAY~went down to make my IC. $100 bucks no kiddin..da next time $300 -.-
so dun lose it..yup..
went down town..initally there s a t34 outin but its cancelled -.-
wanted to meet kaiyuan n ern..but he cant make it..
hmm SP NP card onli for flip flops..so w or w/o card no diff :(
went to 'crash' ann ann s outing w her frens n kop some sushi to eat! HAh thks :)
tried scamming M1..
ok scam not a good word..
err ahya jus wana change phone w/o my dad s presence -.-
grand cathay..pls bring letter of authorisation..
thn i wrote a letter n went down to paragon..
hand written cannot..mus fax -.-
damn it!
oh ya!blue moving rubber is a bloody scam as well..its damn gel :( 10bucksss...
today~friday.
had tution in da morning
tried my luck in chinatown s M1 shop: closed down!
NVM..i shall forget abt changin phone..suxs..
went to meet natasha.
returned her long lost CSE notes..
oh wells i didnt take CSE..sry :)
ate tgt at cine s koba..
some t32 ppl were at da top s KFC n BK..
joined da some t32 ppl for awhile..
oh wait a moment..im suppose to go for class outing and i onli met them for like less thn
an hour?! this is crap..
i noe..had wanted to go kbox..but y didnt i ?oh mans..
PM told mi go for carmen s bd celebration in cine at 6.sry i didnt turn up..
i went to ball at my house -.-
ZzzZ i got broken back..a screwed up back..a screwed up body,screwed up mind,etc..
oh man..i hate it..im doin lame n nonsensical stuffs yo..
sry for PS-ing 2grps of ppl..i arnt thinking..lol..
today s friday..
n yup..it marks the last weekday of the march holi..
yea..crap time passes freak fast man!
hmm..quite a number of things happened along the week..
n yea..
sometimes in life things dun go as smoothly as we want
life suxes..n shit do happens..
if ur an unlucky bloke..
thn shit happens ALL da time..
u jus got to face up to e reality,jus accept it, n move on..
no pt clinging on thou..
yea,speak dun need money.
it easier to say thn to do it thou..
lol..i hav to come to a pt where i got to reli wake up n see wats reli going on...
u got a pretty screwed up life..
so yup..tryin pretty hard to unscrew thou..
hmm i guess im semi awake onli..
walking down on this lonely street..
it s tough yo..coz ur alone..
oh mans..its not easy to noe wat yr thinking..
but..LOL..lookin back..
everything s pretty an irony to me..
tot all was going quite well..
but it always take for a turn..
im always on the ride..like a fool at times..
yup, i tot at least there was ann ann to acc me thru..
now she s long gone to da next class..
leavin me alone to fend for myself..
1 side of pillar of motivation s gone..
no 1 to check myself on..no 1 to compare myself with..no 1 to push each other..no aid..no nth..
sry im pretty negative now..
hopefully u do better there as u got 2 other R..
my other side of motivation which i tot i had..is pretty much shaken too.. -.-
i tot, i assume, i hope, i wish..
too much of them dun do u good..
too high an expectation, too much of effort sometimes dun do u good too..
sometimes..sry..but being childish at times isnt a crime..
its another way to relief stress?
Hah..its as if u ppl are freak matured?
i doubt so man..as if u ppl dun let loose?
LOL..sry
i dun wana hav to put on so many faces..
its tough,not easy..
i wana b myself..
i will be matured ....
we got to check ourselves b4 commenting on others..
but i arnt quite happy w yr way of doing things.
i mean ok fine,
yr happy go lucky.
but ur da 1 who wans to hav 34outing,
but u dun bother to org..
ask u to org thn forget it..
wat does it has got to do with we are mostly in da same class..
oh pls..how many only..
if an outin or not does not make any differences to u,thn forget abt sayin it n stuffs.
not only once but twice..
obviously some ppl wun go,u jus cancelled it coz v litte ppl?
oh forget it man..crap-ness.
2nd kinda of person- who always talk senselessly..
im sry..but u noe..
i hav told u upteen times not to mention it..n
u still do it anyways..
obviously i will get irritated..
nvm abt the above..
taking a step back n retreat..is the next best alternative i guess..haH..
walking alone..live thru the pain yo..u can do it ! :)
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
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9:56 PMhistory is freaking repeating itself.
its a damn vicious cycle..
i will be more mature :)
:)
Harry's o.O
rare treat from my dad..
to erm duno where? the pier..lol
wine storage room ..cool..
been drinkin these like water for 3days-.-
replacement of damm ic is 100bucks -.-
[current mood]- rainy.. (jus like the ever rainy weather these days)
whn will da sun come out? perhaps it will be better?
feel like changin to livejournal soon..
feel like shaving soon...
we shall see if i hav e courage to do so :)
early bird,early riser is e in thing man..
late birds outdated liao..
hah,lame..
suppose to meet ck at tiong mac at 7.45am..coz he gt hockey at 10 at jj :(
he came at 8plus,poor me -.-
lol,bao ying ah..coz i always come late ..hah
mac is da hang out for troubled ppl? LOL.. wth...
gym-ed at delta..
fatigue all over :(
got to report loss for ic n make another 1 -.-
ZZZzzz
tada..
today s dateless.stay home day! :D HAHAHA
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
whn will you get a clue?
guy dun shed tears man :)
carry weights till u cry,tats where u get results man! :(
sleepless nite..n i got econs project gp ppl comin down at 730 AM!
HAH..
didnt reli do much..
hmm y did i go town?! hah..
kat,sherrie,qing spotted mi ...n ey dragged mi to follow them -.-
met black dog,neng,his fren,zhiyun at food republic..
stoned..
hoping it isnt for real..
its a god damn joke..
Monday, March 10, 2008
TP gym is pathetic..
seriously crappy shit..
went there w xiangwei to spam chest o.O
sam didnt go..
nv go to damn TP gym man..
suxs...
duno y i changed to ere instead of delta as usual..
i dun even noe y i had even go down all the way to bpp..
wat is wrong man?
i did my part, did u ?
Saturday, March 8, 2008
i will always remembr tt my bloody bestie who pang seh me man..
sry ah..i must say..
coz u fucker yo,same class for 4yrs liao,finally ps me to jj..
say wan join bball too rite? u hockey shit now..
thks man,now my life s quite a complete screw yo..
paiseh i brot it up again..
to make u feel guilty..HAHA..
like u do..
im waitin for yr damn treat,u chinese A kid..
always say cmi rite -.-
(eh dude lag ah,since e damn min requirement for U is Chao Chee Bye,u can do it lor)
ZZzz im damn bastard recently..
yea,i got A for chinese too..
t38 only me n gerd (my no 1 opposer :P) got A..
i dun feel any joy in getting an A thou...
perhaps its a norm..
n if i dun hav it..i duno wat i will do also..
yup..
chinese case closed..
no mre chinese ...
crap gp suxs ehh..
A div fixture
cj jj aj nj 1gp..
lol..wat r cj chances into 2nd round? 50/50
wack jj n nj yo..
today..
im supposed to go ipoh training trip..
thks to my family,im bar frm it..
if it happens next yr again...u guys r liar-s n i wun bother to listen like anymre..
i giv up my chance there...my jersey to lend to elton..
damn nice things are happening..
i dun tink i wana fight for da chance to play A div tis yr..
i giv up...
mayb next yr my chances are higher..
lifes abt sacrificing n managing yr time..
its suxs...
ehh xinying..its not i wana b pessimistic lea..its jus tt i delicate blogger to vent my frustration wat..i also nv ask ppl to read..jus tt its another alternative to vent out wat..
nvm u dun understand..thks la :)
yea i can only depend on myself.
go sch like that
go training like that
go home oso like that
u ppl are over concern-ed la..(thks but...)
crap..i noe im a damn retainee..n i noe my 2nd chance is hanging there..
im fuckin turning 18 n i noe how to think la..
i am mre hardworkin now wat..
ya ya talk no money..
jus wait..
wait till i get fuckin good results..
in all yr faces..
not for others,but for myself..
my ego, my pride, my face..my everything.....
Monday, March 3, 2008
haiz..i reli wana go back to the old days/old times..
where i can laugh like nobody s business..b noisy..
but.. looks like recently im rather quiet till ppl sae y u so quiet,so scary..
perhaps thats me la..
im quiet by nature..
Zzz sometimes i jus feel lik giving up..
i dun see anything..
sry ..im a loser..
=)
Sunday, March 2, 2008
didnt go pks today..
coz i decided to study -.-
i wana do my work =(
nana also nv go.. like always..
but she promise to go next week
else lunch s on her =)
HAHAHA..
i hav no reason not to do well..
coz its my damn responsibility...
i cant hav e liberty to sae..
oh i studied..yay..
tts wat u hav to do..ass..
not sayin u study coz of others...
its for yr god damn self..
Zzz.. first time ..not reli i guess
i studied the whole day so to speak...
crap..im fucking brain dead..
some close frens sae ..
eh dun b joker liao la..
make full use of yr 2nd yr..
wa now u no stress lor..
ZZzz..
im tryin damn hard to b not a joker la..
damn..
lame..
i got to learn to b mre thick skin -.-
mre matured :0
mre outspoken ..so i cant talk mre =.=
mre confidant ><
less inferior..
be mre outferior..
superferior?????
1 person s mood can seriously affect the ppl ard he/she man!
perhaps i hav fallen into it deeper than u do..
so
i guess i got to pick myself up frm it..
i feel like doin nonsense..
AHhh.. realised tt i hav been talkin nonsense,haven u ??!
yea i tink im too =)
i guess my state of mind is damn not rite..
cranky...
err nv do work wholeday or maths or study..
agrH watever !
HAHA...
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Say too much also problem,dun say also problem..
Thn wat man? Zzz.
Wat the freak is wrong w my damn back la.. crap..
I cant do heavy weights..
Forget it man..
Ahh looks like my taste seriously suxs man..
LOL..my gay acc me today to get tt shoe..
E shoe tt im interested a yr ago?
Crap..
Every1 chose the black 1 instead of the other 1 la..
WTH..fine la, I sux..
ZZZzz..
had swimming lesson again..
break for so long..
im a dead fish ..tired =(
Oh man..instead of takin e protein powder, im givin it bit by bit to my cousin?
Retarded shit.. :(
I realised tt by just getting a c5 for my physics is a damn unjust thing tt happen 2yrs ago?
If I had opened up my mind, I wld got a b3 at least -.-
Yeah using ‘if’ again …..
E damn big pile of phys papers I receive frm 1 big fish (idayu) durin sec4
Bigger thn other sub -.-
ZZZzz now I noe yr intention..
We tot u were some kinda PMS bitch shit ..watever..
Ahya nvm ..watever..
Just packed some trash notes for noel..HAHA….
Fine I shall stop crappin now =.=
btw ern..u make mi damn guilty by tellin me tt la..
hopefully i didnt influence u or anything to leave..
else yr sadness will make me guilty -.-
CRAP..
nvm..
im dreadin it..
hopefully things will go on smoothly.. =)
even week-earliest 12pm :p 