{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

Friday, March 30, 2007

stress..

10:02 PM

grR..nth much to blog abt thou..im in bball but duno isit a good cca anot.. Agrh im stressed too la.. over sch n blah blah blah..thou im not hardworkin or wat ,nv pay attention in lectures n stuffs also can be stress de okay!! jus by lookin at the others ..haha..duno y also..got a new sitting arrangement..got the centre seat but my partner is nt v ideal? haha shant go mre into it ..lolx.. PW..write abt who sia.. i got piles of work to do but i arnt doin any..wa lau..haha..oh ya ..there s tis 1 gal..omg she still rembrs mi..haha..known her durin tuition 2years back ? n she s sec 3 or 2 now i assume..haha tt time she likes mi .but she s alitte cranky la..so every now n thn i see her i wil siam her ..haha..after which she dropped off frm the tuition cente..but she sends mi msg es on wat im doin now n such..which i didn even bother to reply of course..n jus now..my hp rang..wonderin who was tt i rushed to pick tt up..litte that i noe it was her..thats is y im bringin the above up la huh..i was a bit shocked la..tok some rubbish n said tt i nd to go off for dinner outside..haha..hang up..n i wil try not to pick up nor reply again..haha .. grr i noe im bad but..haizx..LOL

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

unlUcky n pain!!!

7:04 PM

dreaded and hated the 985 bus at my house..thou its onli like 10 plus mins to sch..it is always filled to the brim.N the driver dun stop for u to get up at times..Grr..hmm beenin rainin lik on n off?Not reli raining alot thou..haha..
todae s a long dae as normally ends at 2plus 3...mAss p.E reli is rubbish.. did 4 sets of nonsense, ran 1.7 plus km ..did grandstand. pump like 100?haha.. i didnt reli enjoyed it as i was injured..
while i was runnin along the bus stop there s this gal who stood in the middle,so i avoided her,unknowingly she wanted to move away too,but she moved towards my direction..Due to slow reaction?(p.s i did move okay!)i fell coz of the steps on the bus stop there ..i fell n daniel tripped over mi n fell too.. sry pal.. haha ..slight bleeding la..but the worse was i tink i injured somewhre near my butt! had difficulty walking la.. Omg and tml i got bball trials la.. how man !! Agrh..I doubt i open my eyes whn i run de la .. coz alot of such incidents happen=( GrR!! i am so dumb...HaiXZ...

till then ~ =)

Sunday, March 25, 2007

tired yet again..

10:37 PM

hmm act before i wanted to blog i got quite a number of things to talk abt .but nw im alitte tired n with my work not done ..so i shall keep it short thn..played 3 hrs of bball yest n i tink my skin peeled abit ? Sun perhaps?skin old le la..went swimming todae,leisure?haha didnt go for training for like 2 mths?tink coach tinks im not joinin n not takin the exams bah ? grr..jus plain lazy im la ..haha jus 1 mre exam to a qualified life guard eh?LOLx..nvm..been kinda self consciously lately thou..been trainin to hav a tonned body ?hmm wateva its jus wasting my time perhaps?lolx.. got hw not done anws.. Sing yen is leaving tml..Sad thou..k thn ..

Friday, March 23, 2007

tired=)

11:02 PM

How do we define tired? We often find ourselves complaining that we r tired .It s jus an excuse that we giv ourselves . Let jus face the reality man..
I go for ODAC also tired , run ,nv run also tired. Never go for cca also tired.Those who went for this and that also tired.But how can we compared my tireness to theirs? Go for anything also e same.. TIRED~^^

Thou i noe its true,but i jus dun feel like doing any actions or rather i use duno as an excuse ? i nd some time!! Hope i wun hurt u thou =)

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Some reflections=)

8:40 PM

~You like blue ,so i wear blue ,hoping you will like me as well,dumb isnt it ?

~Control yr temper!! if ur tired ,every1 else are too.. show some self respect n giv respect to yr
elders

~Everything is starting again now,dun lose up.but catch up=)

~Im in a fix, unfix me some1...

~Confused..

~dun condemn yrself,let alone letting others do that to u ...

Friday, March 16, 2007

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10:29 AM

hmm..yesterdae went sentosa with t35 class..every1 was red by night..haha..anws there s always a lesson to b learnt everydae..went to Vivo..agreed to eat crystal jade. but we cant seemed to find it..but after a while we found it..ahaha.I felt alitte uneasy..jus kidding la..the layout was completely different.it was some dining thing,went in and it was damn classy n stuff ,quite diff frm the normal crystal jade..felt something was amiss..haha..sat down saw the menu..everything was at least 20bucks n above for a dish..haha..we were like..omg..we kept flippin the pages for something cheap...but there was none..we started panicking..some ppl left..thn lester the brave soul told the person..sry we cant afford it .thn we were so paiseh n dashed out..the waitress said,eh see menu thn run off ah..its damn embarrassing la..anws moral of the story;look b4 doing anything..check out the menu n surroundings first!!!ahaha

Thursday, March 15, 2007

thks=)

9:40 AM

Here again..sry for the kinda long posts in the pervious 2..hope i didnt waste yr time.Oh yah ..the dates n time for the posts were rather screwed thou..dun bother abt it lah..anws..i wld reli like delicate tis post to chun kit n LOk huilu..Thks alot n sry for bothering u ppl to do my blog up for me ..Once again thks alot, n i reli appreciate it alot..Anws the blog skin is nt choosen by mi,im nt flashy la!!!haha.. the nIkE DUNKs arnt tt nice la ..anws dun b so picky ! jus accept ..-=>
till then~

SHut,OPen,pAst,Over,FAst!!!

9:37 AM

As i stepped into this place of blue,everything seems foreign to me.Perhaps the onli memory i had is a few months ago where i came to the open house for just 30mins.Y must most things be foreign to us as we start something anew?I somehow hate this kinda feeling.CJC it was;where almost everything was blue.I hope i dun feel blue after seeing all the blues.The onli for me to boast abt my college was it had a bluish theme!
1st day of schooling of P.A.E starts.Fortunately im not like some sad ppl whom were posted to some colleges with nil friends along w them.I was actually non the better; together with me were 4classmates.It was pathetic too,so to say.As gd as nth but better than nth.Ahaha.We met up at our usual spot(i usually hide behind e plant) for a few days before we eventually hav our own class n do not meet that often thn.Kinda the dun care,dun bother attitude.Y r we lidat?It makes me ponder.
1st day of orientation,ice breakers n stuffs w IG.Thou it was rather hard to hit a patch w 1 another.We soon warmed up during the 2-3 days,n suggestions of an outing came up,despite we jus knew for a short time.We r soon being split up in our class.A gal frm my IG was in the same class as well.The initial reminder of her was tt she was some cranky person,however as time passed,she was rather fun n gd fren.Ice breakers once again,feeling a bit weird at first n i tot my class wasnt fun,borin n sian.But my perceptions changed soon enough.
Thru activities in E.C.P n the dragon boating we got to know 1 another better n it built on the bond.Ther r these 3 ACsi guys in my class a.k.a the chiongers; first to leave in anythin,etc.They were rather of a stone at first but they r actually nice ppl,the times playing bball w them were great.There are onli 8 guys or less in the class n we r rather bonded to the 17 gays.And yeh,lester was in the same class as me!Both of us had a great time 'analysing' ppl,not gossiping!ahaha. My class gals when not with us ,are often in their own world.Its so coz they wld often talk abt us e guys,but esp. me n lester, n of course some other hot stuffs i suppose?haha..the topic is always on how XIAO DI DI , how XIONG ,how unGENTLEMANLY both of us were,etc.But we were not lor! Lester n i went ard givin names for almost every single 1 in the class in t35. For those who wished to know n hab no regrets,come ask us! haha.. its a class of animals? We had quite a number of outings,actually with e usual people la, to eat,movie? EAT! eat is all wat we could do after sch in town la..SAkae n mre..LOL.
Thou it may nt sound as fun n interesting as i may deem, i personally feel that it is these activities tt make us bonded n attached tgt. If ur part of t35 i tink u will feel the same as well? T35 seriously rock.On personal level one will surely think tt his or her class is good.Aha..
Those images of the times in lecture,be it we listen or nt or do rubbish(mostly is mi la)...the times in canteen during breaks..in class crappin,stoning durin lessons..durin outings..captain ball matches (interclass)..etc came flowin by..In short u guys in t35 rock..thou there were times tt things do crop up.
2nd intake,boring it was.Compared to the 1st intake ,every 5 mins i will surely see a cockster ard.Y is ther mre ppl i dun like in 2nd intake?haha..We wrote a petition to e V.P to stay as a same class..other classes' petitions were approved..but not reli ours..The bulk of us were posted to 1 class while 4 of us includin me was posted in another class.Is it coz our L1r5 is 15?Y are we separated coz of our score ?U damn bald head..Agrh..i hav onli myself to blame for doin so badly.Its a fact and learn to accept things in life.Cant b helped=( I was super disappointed when i saw the posting of class lah..Grr..Why did i do so badly in Os,if i had studied mre!!
3 teachers worth commenting; mrs loke(math)a seriously gd teacher who always shoot e guys,ms chua(gP)cant explain in words,mr CheN LAi FA(chinese)best teacher man!!giv us time to slack n go home ,etc!!Ahaha
Hope i can stall/hold time..i simpily hate changes. Feelin nostalgic jus sux! Anyways.Wats done cannot be unDone..Move on =)

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

^ReColleCtiOns^^~

6:35 PM

Time flies !We bid goodbye to e Dec holidays & here we r welcoming the March holidays.Thou its e word 'holiday',where i assume every student is awaiting for ,i dun reli feel exceptionally happy abt it.I do not know y,perhaps im jus being kinda emo these few days?Leaving,meeting,parting,etc are all part and parcel of life.What s the common phrase tt ppl will give ? ; its allrite..Move on,get over it,be happy..blah blah..As the chinese saying goes"tian xia mei you bu shan zhi yan xi"(there is no banquet that last on n nv ends)Having going thru quite a few stages of my life,it obviously comprises of the above.Primay school, a place where we spent 6 years slowly growing up. At the end of P6,we jus let it be.Thou we know we would be separated, we did not reli care abt it.To y we reacted this way is perhaps due to us being kiddy still? haha .but to think of it 6 yrs is rather a long time but i tink we all had rather limited memories of it compared to others.Next ,Sec sch, where we began our chapt X of our life.Most of us spent quite alot of time there,makin it our 2nd home.At the end of 4 yrs i tink we are more attached n friendships being stronger as we have had matured n r more aware of the things happening ard us .Sec 1 is where i began my nooblet positions in the prefectorial borad n band respectively. Sec 3 is when we noobsters start caring more abt our personal groomings..hairs,etc. With its ups n downs ,like many of my friends ,i walked my way out of my secondary sch life.To 305-405 my batch ,thou we are not so bonded at times ,with our own clicks n stuffs,we r "paving" our own ways now..Nerds are wat our other schoolmates called us,are u ppl going to agree with them ?!haha..Feelings are wat we human beings possess,this explains y we felt rather lost after we grad frm sec sch,for we miss the normal routine of sch,classmates,n stuffs.To some of my classmates we lost contact.Although we still meet up ,its the usual few whom i kept in contact with.Went on doin our own stuffs like working, slackin,1st 3 mths ,etc.Came back takin our results in early Feb.Sort of a short reunite huh?hope tht moment wld stay longer but it didnt of course..as no 1 could stop the time? haha.. seeing ppl cry on tht day was inevitable as well. Tot i did rather well initally, until i saw my results which kinda disappoint mi.. Anws.. Eng ! its all yr fault..Due to tat lousy result , i m restricted to many things..15! Agrh! grR!! anWs..oVertill then~winD~ xD

FiRst!

6:34 PM

hmm..this is my first official post..feel rather dumb towards this..frankly speaking,i had 1 blog 2-3 yrs back ..but it was dusty after like 1 week? Cox i didn't bother to update or whatever..think it was kinda waste of time.. so why am i blogging now?haha..bored perhaps?haiz..backside itchy la..haha..jus hope that i will try n update man n not leave it there hanging..lolx..been reading some of my friends' blog lately..so its kinda of like people do ,i see, i do ?yep.There are quite alot of things for me to reflect upon thou..but anws i shall stop here..
till then~

11:23 AM

HELLO PHILIP =)

U BETTER THANK ME !