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my neck n back is partially injured -.-
the trip to sentosa yest night was seriously screwed up..totally memorable..
once in a lifetime n hopefully never again..hah..alrite short n swt..
went into sentosa at abt 1130..no bars were open..walked frm 1145 to 2plus am aimlessly..
finding no whre screening euro finals..
cab-ed out to tiong B Plaza mac..closed..had internal conflict..
had to stop the fight -.- walked in the rain to watch in the coffeeshop..
the best thing was i came frm my grandma s place to vivo..n there am i bringing the guys to watch in the coffee shop opp my grandma s place -.- interesting yeah?
i so wanted to slp..police came over for routine check..but we are good ppl ..so we had a talk w them -.-
we walked n walked..back to sentosa =( the weather was burning hot! im burnt..
i walked great miles -.-
im max-ed out..gona slp
time will be the testing
and hopefully it shall tell...
=D
Saturday, June 28, 2008
omg fountain of wealthWent to play bball today at toa payoh.frm 10 to 230pm? with jarvis ,augie and julia and her YJ bball gals + 1 SA grad bballer..they not bad k ! haha..hmm quite a great game =D learned quite abit as well..YaY! im tanner now..LOL i v long nv exercise alr ah..haiz im so nua nua and i got BUTTER fingers! I hate my buttery hands la! Zzz...Went TP central for Subway,meeting Nut for awhile..knowing tt Nut n julia didnt wana eat subway after we bot -.- Augie is always doing funny things ..Tsk tsk..
My class guys wana watch Euro finals on Monday out..so i guess tml hopfully im allowed by sayin im gg frens house to watch-.- they planned to go sentosa hoping the pubs screen it ..thn slp ere n coz e next day the gals will b gg to sentosa..yup..there s no school on mon and i guess results will be on tuesday..
ON friday yest i had my As chem SPA skill B paper..was alittle late..if only every exam is jus as easy as yesterday s skill C, everything will b a bliss..after it went fareast..its always fareast..they went LJS, me n Nikhail went to ta bao subway -.- omg..subway..wats the craze of subway in me now?crap..whn i dun wana eat subway,ppl wana eat..whn i feel like eating alr,ppl dun wan..wth is happening..nvm digress..hmm so the usual psp guys were soccer-ing -.- leavin me titus n qineng talkin to e 2 bored gals =( wanted to watch get smart coz its funny? coz i wana laugh my ass out..i wana laugh like nv before..ok nvm -.- lame..ahya in short,i wana laugh la..but ended up watching NEVER BACK DOWN..it was a pretty good show..smth alike like Coach Carter..all the fights..but yea..the combat club training.." u train here,but u dun fight outside..Once u cant CONTROL n fight outside..ur out! " there are times whn there will b idoitic 'frens' trying to get u piss so tt u cant control n fight him..but ...nvm my point is dun fall in their trap.. Rachel n we guys watched it..the cinema was damn small -.- n look like its ages ago ! at lido..yup..we were like making noise..HAH..after the show i was like..ehh comeon our NYAA skills put marital arts..lets go learn some fighting ...LOL..pratically they tot i was crazy la..but the best thing was the stupid chindian nikhail who went to imitate jake in the toilet..guess wat? his pants split -.- wat an idoit..haha..After tht i went to city hall to meet ck ern n joanne..had pepper lunch thn walked 3rounds ard the fountain of wealth (isit?) to make a wish ..haha..thn to swensen for ice cream(coz i got the 1-1thingy) haha...thn to cotton on for a polo n yea home...
My current mood is kinda random n err.. i duno.. so i guess its kinda a super long no link post..and dun bother reading..HAHA...now get ready..yup..Hmm..i shall start by err-
Carpe diem;seize the day! Life is short and time is fleeting so make the most out of current opportunities..Grab it and nv let go -.-
Have not bullshit in this space since 16thjune..which is 12 days ago..which means i practically started studying like never before..like a dog for 10 days ..soo lets see..10 days? (is it reli study anot? dun bull-.-)studying n u cant do anything except that..i hav survive the days -.- its like..i duno..damn sian..n i feel like giving up every moment..OMG wad load of crap..my a darn j1 onli n i make soo much noise..thn those taking As or wat mre stress right? wtf...if only i had studied like that? thn i could have pass my midyrs last yr n hopefully clear promos n be in j2 now?then perhaps i can hav the audacity to make noise -.- thn i wun b like a dog here again...ZZzz wats with dogs? wat if i had jus gone poly right from the start ? will things change ? anyways things happen for a reason right? mayb i jus hav to get into cjc in order for me to retain ..n do well like super well -.- in the future..coz wat holds for me next time is something big ? i got to save the world? alright..wat am i thinking?
do you really think all jc students have a high chance of entering singaporean universities? old dummies thinking = JC = good smart = UNI ..but now its the opposite..i tink stupid ppl thn go JC..we are walking a mandatory path of studying for ourselves,our parents,our families,our future,our country ..our whatever -.- anyways once again,the midyr exam is over n done..cry n swear n complain or watever up to u ..everyone is saying how hard the paper is..yea,the papers are hard..oh yar..to remind myself my midyrs 07 was 26 20 15 for maths econs n chem respectively ..im v proud right -.- the bullshit immature mentality was to see wa how low i can get last year..but if i had wanted to do the otherwise ? freak la..
My aim for tis midyrs is at least all Cs to not let myself n others down..but lookin at it..im mre happy to pass....all the bull shit paper..its not hard ..its jus tt im arnt hardworkin or fast enuf..
my brains is a little wired .perhaps the neurons are alittle screwed..haha..now that 08june holidays are over..means half the yr has passed=.= like duh..nvm..hav i been using my second chance well ? am i gona let it burst? i duno..yea..i said i wld study n stuff..like err after getting results on tues..i will not waste as much time lik the earlier part in 08 n study harder..study durin off peak periods..blah blah blah..its all talk .. put the talk into some action..dun jus talk n nth s done..talking is free n dun nd money..doing and saying is another thing..if u reli wana do it get it ? thn jus work towards it..no pt saying n saying harping n harping..yea if u happen to read n tink its u ..yea its u..dun harp on the same matter..jus let it go..do wat u ve got to do..at least dun regret ..DUN ASK wat ppl can DO for u ..but ASK yourself WAT U can do FOR others..Earth is round..i mean u dun expect it to revolve ard u? u are the 1 revolving ard it..n u ve gotta adjust..if u dun..jus sit down below the apple tree and wait for apples to drop? yes it will sooner or later..but do u wana b tis kinda person? yea..i can say like tis for now.by putting it into practice is equally tough for me let say others..
we can show our attitude,act tough,etc..but ultimatly if u seriously sit down n tink it over..u will kinda regret..trust me..even by jus yelling..try it..after u yell or wat at some1..u sit down quietly n tink over it..u tink ur right? i tink u will beg to differ..
erm im full of shit..but im equally quiet as well..i dun reli like to open up..im quite shy..
Im not a deep person, i like to tink alot..thou i can talk nonsense at times..i can also jus shut up n jus keep quiet n stone..kinda emotional? coz i can cry -.- who cant..but..yea. i like to eat and sleep..i tink guys frm all boys school are kinda weird..i duno but..yea..i look down on my guts..coz i shant say much..i pretty innocent n stupid..not tt i act it out..im naive =(
i always do funny things but not on purpose..ppl who do that on purpose shld b hated..i duno y ..but ppl seem to see me like a small kid -.- coz wat i do is often deemed as childish acts ..hmm i tink u cant get far..coz girls dun like childish kids..not tt im despo..but yea..thou im a little childish la..but i dun wan it to b a demerit point for me..i dun like to b skinny..i rather b fit..i like to eat n sleep..
i duno if i shld tell u anot? perhaps i will jus not say n let go..i duno abt u too..i seriously duno..lol..i seem to not know anything..haha -.-
i will still remembr wat WJ said..its either studies+CCA or studies+girlfren..hmm its quite true..but..thn Ck also said..nvm dun see now ..see next yr..if hopefully ur the vice capt..thn yea doin well in studies,vice capt and playing well in Adiv,with a great girlfren n wonderful friends..Ur kinda at the peak of yr life..Everything is complete, fulfilling n bliss..Dun let 1setback pull u down..or rather make u tougher and let it help u attain n get to the peak of yr life..Sounds cool isnt it? hopefully it does happen la huh...HAHA..
i tink tis para is still the best:
~ WHAT IS YOUR DEEPEST FEAR?
our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.-we are all mental shy like children.
- its our own light,not our darkness that most frightens us.
-as when we let our own light shine,we unconsciously give others permission to do the same.
-As we are liberated frm our own fears,our presence automatically liberate others..
i kinda agree totally...
i haven yet to search for wat is my deepest fear..i gotta find it fast n i dun wana walk my road aimlessly n not knowing wat to do...
Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we
get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.~ choose yr friends wisely and do yr job as a fren -.-
Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.
Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.
Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)
Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.
~12 Stones-Broken Road
Time, moves slowly while you're gone
I haven't heard your voice in quite some time
But I still see your face
I cannot erase the things you've done
And all the ways you kept me hangin' on
(C)
Now your gone
I've moved on
And I don't feel so sorry
Can't you see I'm bleeding
But I won't bleed anymore
I've held on For so long
But I had to let you go
At the end of our broken road
I know,it hurts to hear the truth
Well maybe
I was never meant to be with you
And I cannot replace
The tears of disgrace
That run for you
Cause running from the truth is what you do
Now your gone
I've moved on
And I don't feel so sorry
Can't you see I'm bleeding
But I won't bleed anymore
I've held on
For so long
But I had to let you go
At the end of our broken road
You were all I've ever known
And I cannot replace all these tears of disgrace
And I won't bleed for you anymore
(C)*2
5steps frm Brian McKnight Back at One;
One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me If ever I believe my work is done Then I'll start back at one
hahah omg its damn long..so dun bother reading i strongly bet u will giv up half way.anyway if u manage to read finish ..do tell mi n tag and i will complement u ..HAHA!
Monday, June 16, 2008
17JUNE
hmm alrite im lazy to sort the dates n photos n stuffs
coz i reli got to study alr -.-
so its 17june today
lol after exams thn i will kinda 'reformat' my blog layout!
HAHA yea im random now..
guess wat? i realised i havn cut my hair for like 3mths plus -.-
OMG..n i went to cut today
LOL my hair dresser say everythin u also try b4 alr..
so hmm bald next time? HAHAHHAHA mayb..see i got guts anot =P
after cuttin went to TPY to study w jarvis n joshua..
stupid guang wei come disturb..thou got a short while he s super quiet doin his work -.-
guess wat? we studied at a HDB sky garden -.-
wtf? lidat i study at my void deck better right?!
HAHA but it s alrite la =D
i ended doin alitte retarded stuffs -.-
LOL
my real bro is so fat..LOL
my wanabe bro..cute ahh?!
now about the camp..
hmm its quite alrite...
made a slacker fren jus like me -sihui..
HAHA sry la i tink i influenced u ..
LOL..BUT I GOT DO WORK !!
sleeping at 4am suxs coz im a earlier sleeper!
HAHA..
hmm gotta lose my some fats ..
ZZzz
switched frm gym training to pull ups..
im super lazy..n i dun care...
HAHA =)
i wana know..
seriously..
but..
Thursday, June 12, 2008
hmm mon tues wed i studied at mac..HAH
WEDS~
studied n watched kungful panda w nut..
hmm not tt bad =)
first time i studied quite a fair bit of econs ..LOL
woke up at 6am today intending to watch movie..
but i studied first instead =D
thou its only an hour? but at least i did smth?
HAHA..im pleased =)
watched Coach Carter..
i tink its probably the best flim i watched so far..
its abt him not being a typical coach
who cares not only abt bball but their studies,their lives,their future..
seriously damn nice...
the values tt u might learn?
HAHA..
only less thn a handful of African blacks can graduate out frm their high schools to colleges..
often ending up in prisons..
sad yeah?
~ WHAT IS YOUR DEEPEST FEAR?
our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
-we are all mental shy like children.
- its our own light,not our darkness that most frightens us.
-as when we let our own light shine,we unconsciously give others permission to do the same.
-As we are liberated frm our own fears,
our presence automatically liberate others..
you are given a second chance..
so are u gona bust it ?
~time is always not on my side =(
hah,next 4days will b spend at camp..
who knows smth may change ? lol..
Monday, June 9, 2008
Prince Caspian...
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye~
yes it did..
who am i trying to kid?
the hope im holding to..
the word grew louder..
kept within me..
back to the begining..
its jus a feeling...
its not i dun wana be patient..
but the situation that im always in forbids me to do it..
how do i noe when s the right timing?
soo do i jus leave it ? -.-
too high an expectation..too high a hope..
u will fall harder..
Sunday, June 8, 2008
thursday at ikea...
kids room hammock..
omg y im always talking kid..
fri went to nyjc to play bball..
sch so nice pls..unlike the blueee kuku pok CJC ..
went to find lao da..n to jarvis house to study..
Saturday~
augie pang idea to watch kongful panda..but NARNIA instead!!!
$10.50...we end up blaming each other at ben n jerrys..
joshua s BD ahh..omg..we damn bad..
not ball la the show..thn to LONGs house for BBQ...
super far cannnn...sebawang ! omg..
on e way home got stuck at thomson for awhile..
hmm..
sunday nth much la
=)
pretty nice anws..
OMG i keep gg to bishan thomson area!!! ARGHHHH...
ehh kinda looking forward to next week =D
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
ZZZzz 23/40 also can get 1st?
omg.. sadness...
long wana meet the ironman !
we wana take pic but only small KIDS allowed =.=
tht man in blue is augie pang..
LOST in the crowd ..
HAH..
-sadness..my dad loves to pick on me -.-
for duno what reason..
perhaps thts his way of showing his love n care for me =( as much as he wan me to b good -.-
HAH..im nice..to let him rattle..n not answer back..
lessons did help okay..im mindful of at least my actions ? LOL..
went to sch in e morning to get back my chem paper..
coz i went china during the Xtra lesson..
no time for breakfast..
forgetful boy -.-
first forget take money,went back n waited so long for bus..
thn i forget my bag of __
went back home after sch to take thn to town =(
LOL.. 2-1 consultation n MS drama Tie again tease me..
n yea..had a pretty hard time getting my basis right..
n of course..i see the need to study harder -.-
coz she says she got high expectations of me..as i did it BEFORE =(
oh wells..indeed..shldnt procrastinate..
to town to meet 'band of brothers' ..HAHA..
lunch-ed n went to borders to study
on e way..we waited for IRONMAN..the Ironman looks shitty..
rusted iron..HAH..thn we tried leavin augie in the sea of toys whn we hid upstairs -.-
HAHA..
oh wells..did abit..
erm practically abt 15days left for mids ..
n abt 4days at camp? 2 days to go out?; 1-movie,2-bball
means 9 days left..
alrite..the rest of fun shall b left after mids?
my only chance to prove myself n not let anyone down again..
aim s to get all at least Cs?
-hopefully if i can do it..tht will b part of my gift for u ?
-naturally ..
-now or later..its a good question to ponder..
-study study study ...
~if you go to a convenience store,
food, drinks, cosmetics...
even cellphones are sold
but they don't sell realtionships there.. ~
extracted...
Monday, June 2, 2008
ermm...
weird things are happening to ppl?
lol, hah, it might hit me anytime?!
u nv noe?
-Life s fragile;vulnerable..
-Anything can happen anytime,anywhere,anyhow..
-Learn to treasure..
-only when u realise tt it hits,it might b alittle late..
- Yesterday is History, Tomorrow is a Mystery, and Today is a Gift
-Its suxs whn u hav to keep it to yrself whn u duno how to say to e 1 intended...
-.-
HAHA,spore vs uzberik__ 3-7 -.-
trashed like trash -.-
morning tuition
thn to vivo..gt 2 slippers..studied abit..
b4 gg for another tuiton -.-
n now back to my retarded papers again =(
ZZz
nice
delication-I LOVE YOU..so cool ah.. 