{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

2:50 PM

my back is aching like crap
feeling sickk,

28/10
gym,mustafa,town,vivo
mustafa things arnt tht cheap,
ended up getting my bell at vivo.
cheaper but still X -.-

job application for Lonsdale, Everlast.
will get back to me in 2 weeks -.-
part time life guard requires me to do a swim test cum interview -.-
bull shit.

Monday, October 27, 2008

a right choice made,hopefully.

9:59 PM

err okay,i kinda excited jus now ..
but now damn sian alr..
such a bore -.-

ok ok the thing is ;
Levis gives $50 for any pair of old jeans and u can use it only if u purchase a jeans frm them $100 and above.

Soo, being the typical Singaporean,sad to say =( , & due to the 'cheapo' side of me,
obviously im 'attracted' to it ?

and then i went for it la duh -.-
at vivo.
followed him to get his slippers after his hair cut.
and being as poor as me,he has no money left -.-

went to Levis,
oh talking abt levis! wah i remembr last yr OP the group b4 me was abt Levis -.-
it was so damn well done such tht it undermined our group marks TOTALLY.
so its not tht my group is lousy ,but AGRhhh!!!

ok back to the point =(
yea,the prices of the jeans there are obviously jacked high up
the cheapest being $109.90
i had only $50 plus, pathetic right.
if i only had $59.90 i can pretty well settle for the cheapest jeans there n be happy tht oh its Levis i got =.= ^.^

apparently i lacked 5bucks n im damn sian to the max?
tried going up to NUM to see if Zen is working there now..but not la..
i was like hoping n praying i will see someone i know somehow or rather.
ok,i didnt pray -.-
oh n guess wat?!
suddenly Jeanne from dance pop out frm nowhere.
haha with the 牛魔王 malay guy with him ( coz of his many piercings,particularly his nose -.-)
went up n borrowed $5 frm her..
Wah,siao right?! super lucky.

went back to the shop.
got da 2 jeans tht i can afford to try -.-
3sales girl; 2 seems frm china, 1 is not chinese (idk what she is)
china A : looked so dead,ask her thing,i might as well be the sales person
not chinese : idk what she s doing, cant do shit for me, sorry and smile -.- looks like a trans, the voice..
china B : so nice. keep helping mi. damn polite. well done! thks =)
the other 2 u can fly yr kites -.-
omg what am i doing ?

ZZzzz back to the point again.
i then took a long time to contemplate.
buy or not to buy.
if u noe me,i cant decide.yea.
its like the brand,sales,and price and blah blah blah la.
i tried,not too bad.
wana a bigger size but no size.
so my final decision after thinking n thinking,
i decided to not buy it.

my $50 bucks is still intact -.-
oh wells. its an IRONY again,like always.

omg i wasted so many words trying to drive at this lame point.
ok the learning point was ;
i think im able to think better , and more maturely?
yup, right choice made =)

idk,but i feel like i dun look like a typical guy after examining myself?
omg wtf am i saying again.
err points taken to account are
-my handwriting is damn neat, sometimes much better thn girls
-i speak kinda soft
-i dun reli like to game
-i dun reli like spicy things
-i blog -i cant make decisions thou im learning to
-im kinda wishy washy
-i think alot
-emotional
-sentimental
-easily fooled
-believe ppl easily
.......

sounds like a girl huh? HAH
im straight ,duh!
who will appreciate such qualities?
hmm non i guess...hahahahahaha

joke =)

12:15 AM

jus finished watching the longest yard.
mayb storm the yard tml ?

wah,im damn pist jus now man!
i duno what the hell my bro is doing,he smeared some super glue on to my wallet
act innocent,ask me wat happen -.-
fuck ! its still new and now its shit =(
luckily he stayed at granny s place n dad is waiting for me below!
else i blow him up into bits -.-
full time sucker -.-

flip : haiz heck la, dun wana bother so much abt it alr, its getting nowhere. i tink..
XxX : oh reli?
XxX : heck heck heck.
XxX : Sure?
XxX : heck is wat u say, but i know the actual fact is tht u bother the most and care abt it the most.
flip : hahaha..
...
.....
.......

Erm, is tht the case?
Well, Nights people =)

Saturday, October 25, 2008

running in CIRCLES; clueless

9:53 PM

Got a jab back at the clinic.
went to lido for 'class outing' ,
which didnt seemed like 1 to me?
well i guess its me,coz im kinda cranky.

werent supposed to go for the overnight thingy,
but i slipped out of house b4 dad came home.

at night came his call -> GET HOME NOW -.-
went back the next day,his mood like quite good i tink
-> love to stay over at ppl place recently hor? i will send u to temple for retreat so u can stay at places not at your house ?
err okay, luckily he joked. w/o his usual cock and bull.. HA HA.

chomp chomp.
hav been hearing abt it.
is it tht great? nah, i doubt so .
so so only ahh

im like so the abnormal guy?
i always arrives on time,but ppl tend to arrive over time -.-
i reached there at 710, waited till 810 despite staying sooo far !!

ehh my injection area still aching =(
isit coz i ate those stingrays,whatsoever,n drinks?
ZzZZz

~randoms~

potong pasir,toa payoh,bishan,thomson are all along the same area.
but it isnt easy to get frm here to there,there to here.
we are always running in circles (at least i am)
not knowing what we want
running and hitting ourselves in the face
often landing up in a pit.
y isit always the case? =.=

i wana learn smth new over the holidays
i hav no talents =(
got to boost my self worth ???
heh

dun judge a book by its cover
it s pretty hard to decipher what 1 is thinking -.-

your smile pulls me thru the night.
thts enough..
shant be a bother any more i guess =)

Chris Brown-say goodbye
Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..
Baby come here and sit down,
let's talk
I got a lot to say so
I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish,
yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so
.....
.............
........................

pure rum suxs -.-

rum promoter -.-

planting bomb under car? err soccer ball actually

siao

colddd..

nice beanie right?

nic was the most retarded of all,so not sober tht he actually broke a pool stick ?

like wtf?

n i had to put him to sleep b4 he causes even mre troubles

cutting melons, my forte
great dad wana be

the rest are dead sleeping -.-

im always alive =)

y do we always like to make ourselves so tired & burned outwhn we know the end process will always be the case?

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

9:44 AM

orhhhh..welcome to number XxxX stage of my life.
another thrilling bullshit year is gona like start soon -.-
new things to worry abt.
i wana play in A'div next yr..blah blah blah
whatever..

gona go sch later to go to what so ever OCS ?
hmm..life s still pretty much of a standstill now..
not much of highlights -.-

Its always much better to hav somebody putting in more effort thn u do.
doing mre things for everyone/you, thn you going to do it for them
likewise its also better to hav somebody liking u more thn u like them
sooo..
y act hero ?
LOL

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

8:37 PM

ok now for the breakdown of results;
math B econs B chem C phy C gp E.
well its isnt smth very well done to be proud off.

i tot i wld b damn happy after knowing tht i promoted n stuffs.
over-rated it was again, i dun feel elated.
much mre tinge of sadness actually?

perhaps i hav the thinking tht im a second yr student kinda thing n i shld hav done better?
its true wat isnt it?
ppl commenting: eh.retain shld do better,still so lousy,everything duno.
well i arnt tht kinda smart ppl.
im stupid who needa study?
but ..nvm.

disappointed i was whn i got e results,almost cried thou.
HAH.
but whn i found out my econs got B,i seriously broke a smile out.
efforts paid off.

Fine,enough of all these emo-ing crap.
Congrats to the so many who had done well in this relatively easy promos! =)
(tis yr was act nth compared to last yr s paper=( )

i feel kinda worried for serena thou.
i dun mean anything.
but she s seriously 1 gal whom i ve seen so hardworking n trying so hard.
not like the guys.
i duno how to express myself now.but u will get it anyhow i guess -.-
esp junkai xianwen. who jus studied like so little?
promo period like happy hour still.
day b4 papers play also.
ok la,gotta admit they are smart? but. seriously they were damn lucky to scrape through.
which i dun feel good abt.

frankly speaking,if there must b ppl who gotta retain,its they who shld R instead of e gals.
im bad!
i duno..im jus sad =(
haiz..

Monday, October 20, 2008

10:31 PM

failed timer attempt

ehh blurred..

ahhh..last min cake at cheers n its burning!!!

cant b compared to tis swensens cake tht i went to get for him today right?!

ahh i saw a frog!

omg..mich

hmm happy family ahhh...

look at themmm..

hahahah look at themm..its morning and they are sleeping like dogs!! michelle also..

coz i smart.i slpt at 2plus..

boring!

Sat steamboat w louis..

tian tian huo guo.

place was kinda upmarket but food wise..its err?

lol..

i lost my keys on the darn bus =(

i lied to my gramp tt im gg home instead of gg back to their place

in the end i ended up at nic s house -.-

stupid influence! wells its me! alrite..

oh wells tml s like the D day..

its boring if im gona say what im gona say..

bottom line is jus ..

i cant fail anything or ...

so i guess..

a long awaited heart attack in 1 shot -.-

i learned how to spell idiot!

Eeee..y i feel the tight-ness w the class?

oh wells =)

feelings grow..

Saturday, October 18, 2008

1:35 AM

hahah..
i do not hav the habit of sleeping late.
but yest i slpt at 2am. i guess so too today.

i duno,im jus so confused.

hmm i didnt gymed today,cant take it.
so during the period whre __ gym-ed (__ coz i lazy to type out)
i went island to find Jaja kaka n cece -.- weird names i giv.
im crazy..totally no link..nvm.

luckily i went J8 first to meet them else i b waitin like a fool at city link.
louis say 630 done.in the end reach there 8pm -.-

got a shirt.

i duno how to express myself ? O.Oo

embrace yourself la,esp during tis moment in time.
i duno else better to say,coz i duno anything.
best wishes !

my feelings show-colbie caillat

Sunday, October 12, 2008

4:15 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYUN & KAILING!

hmm 1 of da few class outing (no s behind outing,prolly coz its the 1st or 2nd time? -.- hah)

sch s tml.

2more weeks.

no more j2s.

most of my frens are having Alvls.

while me still waiting for PROMOS RESULTS?

wtf.

wana say GUYS BABES DUDES.

ALL THE BEST FOR As..

JUS BLOODY ACE IT

THE 2YRS OF AGONY SHALL B OVER IN A MATTER OF 2MTHS !!

zZz im burnt n feeling so hot now =(

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Over and done with..{isit reli over?}

12:48 PM

Isit over? Or jus da beginning?

Post-exam euphoria is overrated.
I (everyone) thought it was going to be all-out madness Armageddon party, hardcore fun

but it was not.

ZZzz those irritating guys had to go play lan.which isnt my interest
Eagle eye is soo.. bull n cock.
no 1 available to watch M18

Chem as usual was crap..
ducking hard.seriously -.-
i confess--first time in exams all mcqs werent my answers -.-
lame right..

hah augst tore his chem paper away..i crashed mine -.-

time seriously pass damn fast n unknowingly..
it jus suxs.
for a moment.yr agony seems like eternity.
the process is screwed up..
but unknowingly its over..
n ur at loss not knowing wat to do -.-

haha..yr damn funny.
i gave u a card n u only found out like 2plus weeks later! lol.

Saw tis,hmm kinda sets us pondering thou ;

do you remember how was it when you were young?
did you realise that friends around you are getting lesser and lesser as you get older?
when we were much younger , had you said " i dont friend you already" , and next day your will still be playing together?
now , once quarrel , its hard to mend it back?
i guess its due to that , when we;re younger , we were much more naive , and we could forgive more easily.
a negative outlook in this world : when you are wrong , people points all fault at you , but they never thought of the good things you had done for them ... yadayada..

u can buy stuffs,daily necessities,food,whatever simply just at a convenience store.
but in there u cant buy relationships.

"I might not get the best start or be the fastest, but if you want to beat me, you have to fight me. I will fight to the line and I do not give up."
-Britain's Christine Ohuruogu, on how she won the women's 400M gold