{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

6:18 PM

took tis frm vicki s friendster ..

HAHA..2yrs ago..

sec 4 -.-

the great difference..LOL

LOL..

Monday, July 28, 2008

9:11 PM

back..
got caught AGAIN n again AFTER cutting man!
how sian u will feel sia..
like a haunter !!!
so short lor please -.-

last week was kinda a hectic week man! quite max..
shant say much..
5hrs wasted on tution on thurs..600bucks wasted..
felt so un-useful..

quite happy on fri ..
coz we finally WON 1 game in the interhouse!
HAH..tom n i scored 3 each i tink..
lost the previous la..

thou we arnt going to second round, but im pleased..
coz we played well for once..
at least i had the responsibilty to stay for e game..
thks e 4 gals for appearing n playing..
seriously appreciated a great deal man..
its the thought that counts man.. =D

didnt go for CIP tht night..
but went far east n talk w the guys..

Sat CIP was super to the max slack..
do cip can play arcade, play lan, slack sia..
left at 9plus n went talkin w the guys at PS again..

ermm anws thks Daphne

long monday..
HAHA..
went Nikhail s condo s pool for a swim..
freak cold..LOL.

im so awfully..HAH

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

i need a lucky star..

8:53 PM

the stars arnt shining on me lately..
things arnt as smooth as they are...
sianzzz...

last fri VP caught my hair n collar pin..
mon i was late for sch..by wat?
FEW SECONDS? no collar pin -.-

walau ehh its rainny day n the no of late ppl is abt close to 100plus ppl..n he wana mark all as late?
wat the hell lea..
good lor..let MOE see ur darn sch got so many late ppl !

freak man..all gals w skirt above knee all kana ..
lame la..u go AC AJ SA or wat, catch the WHOLE SCH pls?!

thn the today;the fateful day -.-

Brother Paul asked all retainees to meet him,22 onli la,lame =(
alicia was like gona cry coz she scared ..
ZZzz scared abt wat man? she got praised la..got A for geo n 1of the 4 who met the mark in the contract..
Zzzz

tt angmo was KIND enough not to kick out any as of yet..else i will b out alr coz i got 2 ASSES !
but wat was told was if promos there is any 1 w jus 1 mark to E,he/she will get the boot as well..NO qualms abt it ...

THN back to the beginning,
the DARN VP catch me for my HAIR AGAIN (i didnt cut) b4 seeing BRO ..
so he INVITED me into his office..
n a whole lot of shit started -.- ALL coz of the HAIR..damn it !

tht _insertname_ can jack n suan u like free -.-
took out his scissors n comb..
blah blah blah..
i insisted i nv do anything wrong..i said i didnt
go ard Terrorizing others w my head..
im a good boy n stuffs tht kinda thing..
wth..

thn he not happy,'threw' his TOOLS on e table -.- n begin his crap..
say frm me,till my results,to my family,to my class,to my frens -.-
Zzzz

he said either i was influencing the class to do bad or they are influencing me to not produce results..
i said i did influence them to study..but whether ey wana heed is their prob wat..

thn he wan mi steer clear of them n stuffs..
constantly reminding me im a retainee..i hav no frens ..shameful..blah...
purpose : make mi inferior -.-

BEST is he made me kinda sign a pact w him tt i must get at least an A n the rest Cs for promos..
in order to save my ass..
WTH ..v easy ah? wa lau..
this is CRAZY ehhh!

sian to the MAX!!!

my hair is back to crappss again..
oh wells..
suxs la..

t32 lets jiayou n not retain man!
trust me,its SUXS.. GUYS we quite tight,so lets do it n not break it man!
all the way =)

haiz.. determination n strive to do it bah..
little time..many things

jie meizzzzz -.- HAHA'

crop up w our busy lifestyle n scheldue..hopefully we remembr each other..

Sunday, July 20, 2008

11:21 AM

Parent Teacher Meeting..
luckily no U,dun nd see P -.- stupid 5XL angmoh
but my blockhead form teacher also another no experience 1 kind..
say v disappointed w me..

lol..he s right la..
not only he s disappointed,my parents are..
im also disappointed in myself..

29 sept is Promos..
abt 2plus mths i guess..
the least i hav to get for everything is at least a C..

so so ..
i guess...
frm now till thn..
i hav to change everything,my lifestyle etc..
in order to wack their asses...

sufferings for 2mths...
thn its freedom ..
at least till 12 jan09 where sch reopens -.-

watch me do it..
going sch is not jus abt lookin good now=( (tt what tt blockhead s implying)
my new hangout place is in the sch lib alr..
anti-social under pressure -.-

there s no room for mi in bball..
im quiting..ZZzzz

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

10:22 PM

assumptions
misunderstandings.
In a moment of folly...
speechless
invisible man...

if ur angry u can play soccer..
u can wack the ball real hard..for its meant to b kicked ...

but whn ur angry,i doubt u can play basketball..
u can wack the ball..u mus love the darn ball -.-
for anger cant make u put tht ball into tht hoop..
u ve got to transform yr anger into something else i tink ..
Zzz..yr patience will b cultivated..

ive got a weird disposition..
there r periods whre i wan ppl to see me..
there are even mre times whn i dun wana b seen by others ..
so i avoid -.-

crap..

Saturday, July 12, 2008

9:20 PM

~no one can make you inferior without your consent

"i can accept failure,everyone fails at something.But i cant accept not trying"
-perhaps yr destined to fail mre thn norm for u to succeed..

its all in the mind;my mind has gone weaker..
whre has my will power n strength gone to ?
the old me is
dead.

(attitude,anger,selfcontrol,etc) management has gone all time low..
smth s wrong..
temper short..
sunday class seem to not do me good?

Interclass bball..
game 1 :lost -.-
was short of 2 players right b4 the game..
how not to get pist? had to find a sub..
went into the game w e wrong mood..

anger can get u no whre..u cant do shit..
true enough,i played like crap,like a total fool..
scored no shit,all assist -.-, kept fallin n sprained my ankle..
Tiff kept reminding me to control myself n not get angry durin the game..
thks for the reminder..
I promise i will play better the next game.

b4 the game,was training w ruipeng..shots were rather accurate..
but in the game,it was totally ground 0..less thn 0% -.-
Imgaine how dejected you will feel?

got conned by mr low again -.-
only to find out the cip he asked to attend was some freak job...
turned up for the trainin today ..
found out tt we r gona b facils to conduct a kinda big shot environmental conference
for some 500 college poly n uni students ..
screwed up isnt it ?
i noe no shit abt environment n guest are minsters -.-
got to do backup research n all..

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

sick and tired.

10:09 PM

du lan to the max la..
super wonderful dad -.-

my sitting partner;qineng got crap results but he still consoled me abit..
keep telling me my studying method wrong -.-

yea yea..wrong ah..
ive been searching for it my whole life..
10plus years of schooling, and i still duno how to study -.-
its seriously screwed up man..

im seriously sick and tired alr..
seriously fuck it man..

i wana giv up alr la..
dun wana study anymore..
whats the pt of like studyin man..
i dun see it la..

those fucked up results...
ive like almost all Es in my pocket..freakin borderline only -.-
and a S for chem n GP which i duno y i got 5marks onli for section B
darn j1 work only..
redo also still lidat.

giv me info for poly second intake man..
free me la..
or watever la..
everything s so crap now..

my new temp econs teacher is Ms lim kay lin ; the relief teacher tht took mi last yr..
1st thing she saw me,n she asked y am i doing in her class? -.-
asked me to go back to my class..
i said i retain,she seemed shocked -.- sian..

AgRh..stop whining -.-
screw it

Monday, July 7, 2008

Let the pictures do the talking

11:22 PM

lynette s BD at some jap restaurant at forum..

retarded stuffs..hot sake..

Ruipeng s the vice capt..

hav faith..

i went lib w/o e guys to do work -.-

hmm duno wat to say ehh..

sian..

5marks? i totally cant believe it man! screwed..

jiao lian ask y i so not happy,isit coz cant b vicecapt..

-.- errr...

its the 5marks thingy la..nvm abt tht..

Sunday, July 6, 2008

10:26 PM

hey: cant*?
4 Jul 08, 23:49hey: Just here to tell you that =) cyar around, Btw, u can ball for nuts.
4 Jul 08, 23:49hey: hey flip, you look like you got a peice of meat bitten off that huge sausage lips of yours =)

hello HEY, do u mind putting yr name whn u tag? erm basic politeness..thks
i ve got a piece of meat bitten off that huge sausage lips of mine? erm..would u kindly explain it? i dun tink i hav huge lips? do i? so i guess u got a problem with me yea?

oh a moment u were trying to make me feel elated by saying i can ball..n thn say i cant ball?
are u trying to make me pist or smth?
did i fucking say i can fucking play ball?
u can play good ball ah? great job pal =) ur good thn...

i assume ur frm CJ also yea? see me ard? go tag yr name whn u visit the site again ah..
i wld b glad to say hello to u in sch..thks for yr comments..
it would be better if u look me up n tell mi in sch whatever comments u hav abt me? -.-

thks Julia..its pretty embarrassing to hav a girl to shut u up..whoever u are..