{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

Monday, April 28, 2008

9:58 PM

i played my playlist of 周杰轮 songs today for the first time to sch..
thn i was damn quiet -.- during lessons..
i duno y? emo banana ..ahya lame la..
nth much..
left classes early coz bball match- cj vs nj..
Zzz i miss classes la..damn scared..exams soon

its the kinda the end of bball life in cj for them..
coz we lost 71-35 to NJ..
we cant get into second round..
no more matches ..end..

means a start for me..
a start of hell once again..
trainings again for 1 yr ..
i tot on the bus..
wat if i didnt join bball?
thn perhaps i wun retain?!

wats installed for me in the upcoming mths n year?
i reli duno ..
i dun wana fail..
i dun wana not do well in ball..
.........

ate char shao fan at 4pm?
rushed down to SBC w leonard
lol..didnt manage to see the yj ac match..
HAHA..
oh wells..
met up with julia..
thn meet natasha..
1 bball 1 netball...
kinda lost our way trying to get to the damn kallang netball centre...
wa lau..
we both damn nice la..
found our way there n that dummy jus wait for us there..
oh wells :D

ate dinner at some food centre?!
lol..

ZZzz almost got lost in the kallang area -.-
luckily got buses home!!! HAHAHA
:D

anyways tmls ben and jerrys free ice cream day
so so so ..
im gona try leave sch at break at 11 to GRAND CATHAY
FOR MY FREE ICE CREAM!!!
wish me luck tt i dun get caught :)
HAHAHHAAHA

haiz..my daddy s weird ..
changed car..
moving house.. -.-
HAH!

Sunday, April 27, 2008

6:40 PM

lol..its seems like im always doing a weekly based post -.-
erm okay the week passed like before ..so fast!
damn ! nth much happened .
boring as usual..
the usual psp in class..
usual fights in class...
the usual making teacher(bimal) angry in class...

LOL
its always better whn u keep mum n keep yr ears shut..
coz the mre u wana noe..the mre u wana hear will only make u shitty n mre shit-er..

im nice peaceful n non violent..
okok fine..its a joke :P
peace talk w fabian..
peaceful indeed...
alrights..be a good boy n dun b childish -.-

gymmed on sat
visited terence at mt alvernia w angeline n calvin..
his lungs got burst twice :( poor boy..

i reli got to study man..
no chance-no poly-only ns..
hahaha...
okok...
so many things on hand to settle now..
ZZZzz

way of handling jus suxs...
perhaps i will try to talk to u soon?

Sunday, April 20, 2008

9:47 PM

DISCLAIMER: I ARNT CAM WHORE! MY FIRST TIME!!
JUS TT BORED N STONY MOOD = THESE!
COOL?

sat at sentosa. steph s party long ago. sun s pic.

looks like im having halos on my head?

The date s abit screwed..

nvm coz it took me almost a day to upload tis post? -.-

sheesh ! i got eye bags -.-
OMG la..maths CA :(
A..B hopefully?
i pray i hope!!! GRrh
thn almost got chased out in the lib -.-
hmm nth much..

GP bimal lesson..GL time again :(
haiz..
she s kinda the worst GP tutor who only throws her temper ?
wth n find faults w ppl?
okay i tink we shld behave too? LOL
AHH econs lecturer also another 1 man!
cant teach for nuts
only scold scold scold..
someday i will walk out of the LT..
YES..someday somehow..
had dinner at BTM w tom black n JK..

SUN!
didnt go pks..
had wanted to study!!
but i duno y i even went out to study?
as it was damn unproductive..
somemre w 2 poly ppl..
TCC thn gloria s jean s coffee :(

HAIZ regret..end up doing wat?
take pictures..
DAMN! im pretty cam whore -.-
ZZzz same mirror effects !! HAHA

SAT~
sentosa w da few ppl..
its always the same niger chinese fight -.-
no sun but got slightly burnt :( dumb!

THURSDAY~
went to SP for QSS first band concert..
ehh got improvements la..LOL..
not that bad:)
COOL..

- wats the problem?
- is there any problem u hav w me?
- jus say it out dude..
- dun worry,im nice
- i wun do retarded stuffs lidat..
- dun assume.
- wat am i tinking?
- wat im trying to do?
- i duno..i reli duno..
- yes im shy..too bad..cant b helped..
- go eat shit thn..
- Zzz whirlwind feelings..
- can i b there for u ?
- i wish,i hope,i yearn..
- waiting for things to happen..
- it jus wun.. -.-
- tell me..the way..lead my path..
- 2nd intake for poly,procedures?

Things have come to a point where there's no words left to say nor room for improvement.

It takes two hands to clap.
And one hand to slap.
I don't want to be the one slapping you all the time.
I don't want to be slapped either.

the problem lies with?
I arnt gonna try already coz it's not going to be worth it cause nothing's gonna change
disappointed,dishearted..

okok..tis dun mean u..mayb it does,mayb its doesnt..
jus some random tots..
extracted :)

tada..

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

8:29 PM

tues ! quite a long day! lol..
yay! i passed my chem test!!
first time since last yr..
coz i fail-ed throughout last yr -.-
sry la..but..

anyways..
A little sense of ACHIEVEMENT!!
shuttle 9.0s sit/reach 65
10 pulls counted n jump 251
1st try was 220 =.=
i was damn nervous today
i duno y !
cheer abit lea! lol..

wa man! our list of xia lan ppl kinda running longer now..ZZzz
sry i cant see eye to eye ... F of shit -.-
okay retarded..
chem lecture was damn du lan la..
ask qi neng he also feels it..
the back row guy keep shaking his leg..
n hitting my chair..
i tot he calling me ah..thn i turned few times..
thn i found out tt he s jus shaking n shaking =.=
wa i was abt to turn n scold him,tell him try shaking again la!!
but i jus turn n diao him..stop awhile thn shake again..
damn du lan..qi neng also wana shout at him ah..
whose class?! Wilson Tong s class -.-
WELL DONE =.=

Monday, April 14, 2008

5:51 PM

hmm nth much happen so sun..
except mornin i went straight to pks to 'study' thn lesson thn gg down to KAP LATE to meet nicole n samme..
pangseh NA..she studied w zhangyi instead..sry..
so 'heng' at KAP,saw her..as usual..we act we duno each other -.-

we won JJ.. 60-44 !!! YAY!!!
HAHA..
however my mood now is feeling damn lousy n quite down now ..
Zzzz..
left classes early at 10..missing phy lesson again -.-
im lik so behind time liao :(

train so much muscles for wat?
put to use at whre? useless..
my stamina suxs.. how play ball?
always zou bu,fan shou
wa lau..my basics kns..
next yr its a must to be in team la..
fishsticks!
everything s so sucky -.-

i cant do shit :(
so shy for wat? piece of shit..
ZzZzz...
feeling so loser like -.-

ArGH,i wana b a good power forward!
i wana do well in studies!!!!

Saturday, April 12, 2008

11:25 PM

back..
some recap..

tues~
hmm went for tuition
nth much..

weds~
pass normally again..HAH.
had training n match against yjc..
omg..we fought hard n we won!
yj ppl are like so ...
the gals keep starin n we kept staring back..
situation was damn tense n...
err..u mus b there at the damn spot n u will know..
HAH...
n yea ..jiao lian praise me for the first time -.-
she said at least i got train to b mre fit..
she said last time nth 1 now look mre decent.. -.-
LOL..
rushed home late at night to study for chem test next day
n tada i slept..study my foot -.-

thursday~
woke up early again
coz tt nicole n samantha wana take the early bus !
soo yup reached sch pretty early
pon-ned physics tutorial again to study chem..
hoped it paid off ..such tt i can afford a pass the v least?
i hope..i wish -.-
ehh wanted to study econs after sch but..
followed tom bryan nic ian black n rachel to eat n slack :(

friday~
international friendship day..
which no 1 actually gives a damn about..
coz its damn retarded..haha..
ehh ..so it goes on..hmm yea..

got back my PW result..
totally shit...
76% got A n B..
so meaning i got a C = which equates im part of the 24% who underperform ?
wat the shit man?
y like that ah?
im like expecting for A or B ah?
wat the hell..
i got the same grade as the free rider?
ZZZzz
i said that if i were to get A for pw too..which means pw n chinese A..
thn i will reli start studying hard..
so what now?
am i gona to not study n wat?
piece of shit..
i got to study even harder now la -.-
freak..
on a brighter note..T33 whole class got C n D..
erm not a very bright 1 thou :)

tom is crazy..joined him a fight between 2 chinese n a niger..
erm mre lik a play..
that black dance ard w a guitar..
tom chased him w a chair.. n sprayed water at him...
shoes table everything thrown ard..
the whole class damn in a mess..
gosh..madness..
we are damn mean to him la..
sorry dude..
HAHA..
gym-ed
ohh i gona try 50kg bench next time..
ached..
haiz..i duno wat got into me..im damn tired
but i still join kaiyuan to play ball at 8 ..
reached home abt 11plus..
tada end of story..

SAT~
Zzzz..went back for swimming trainin n to collect my BM cert..
Darn! forgotten to take da application form for applyin part time life guard -.-
haiz..

tml i tink the plan is ...ehh..
hmm study w natasha at j8 thn to pks..
shld b studyin AGAIN with samantha coz nicole cant make it..
hopefully i can study..
ZZZzzz

some reflections~
-for any problems u face,sulk for a min n get over it..solve it..
-All the best ann ann! i say all i wanted le..jia you :)
-back to square 1 ..fretting for myself..
-as much as i tink i cant make it, still need to push on..sian -.-
-ultimately its still the character that matters most :)
-what are u trying to do? i really duno..yea,precisely..wat the hell am i trying to do ?
-hav u really sit down n tot of it?
-over it? i hope..
-if u hav any problems jus come to me straight in the face..dun try n be funny..
-i tink ur always tryin to find sparks w me..yea u ..there s limit yo..
-its not easy n safe to trust everyone..
-lastly i mus shut up n behave myself..

TADA~~

Monday, April 7, 2008

7:24 PM

got bitten by the flu bug :(
n its bugging me!!fever!agrh!
bimal was quite nice to let me sleep thru her lesson!
xian wen n jun kai s 'good news'didnt reli cheer me up coz i was SICK -.-
got abit la :P HAHA

i wld lik to express my heartfelt thanks to SERENA GUO!
n those ppl who cheered thru..
these acts were greatly appreciated =D
lol..i was sick but i still ran my 2.4 -.-
hopin some kinda miracle wld happen..
serena s 2.4 was 1015..
freak fast for a gal la pls..
my timing was 1115 last week ..
today s was 1040 :)
i tot i couldnt make it man..
coz i was like not feeling very well..
oh wells despite being sick..i managed to improve !!!
YAY!
i got serena to pace me thru my 7rounds..
n she was damn nice to do so ..
despite being tired! thks pal :)

haiz but was quite sad coz i tink i can b faster..
coz starting i asked her to not go so fast coz i scared i cmi..
i shldnt do that la..else will b faster.. :(
during the last few rounds i keep wine-ing..
she scolded me ah!!
ARGH ..if only...lol

STOP complaining la!
the class was like cheering ah..damn touched ..thks 32 :)

starting to like the class..
ehh mayb coz im a clique hoper..
n im okay w every1 ..
HAHA..but some ppl ..HAH..

Low EQ..
stubborn shit..
whatever -.-

Saturday, April 5, 2008

9:21 PM

thursday-
island cremery w e black,xianwen and zhiyun
thn to mac..
lol i diao st mags gals? Zzz not purposely la,black -.-
damn heavy rain :(
im freak nice to shelter them to their bus stop
while mine s on the opp end -.-
freak wet..

friday-
almost broke my knee..
i nd to run -.-
ehh ijc match lost by 6pts :(

today-
went to tan n swim..
havn had lessons for long..
supposed to earn 50bucks but nvm...
wasted trip to mediacorp :(
went to steph s party but got to leave early
sry :(

crap la..the whole week been SLEEPING AND SLEEPING man
i got to seriously wake up liao !!!
ZZZzzzz..
everyday go home slp liao..
so so dead..
econs test i did 2parts of out 5 n i stoned thru..
givin heat n no space as excuse -.-
freak dun let her affect u man dude .. :(

ppl jus say n do nth ah..
in the end things dun get done..
poor me n zhiyun has to get the class board done -.-

3 weeks n counting..
carry on man.. if can carry on for 2 years thn yr zai gia ..
i cant be bothered already..
yr actions n response show that ur even more retarted,immature n childish la pls..
reflect la..

im myself..but i cant make the world revolve around me..
thou i do try to make some adjustments..the surroundings got to adjust as well..
not always 1 man doing..
learn to adapt la friend -.-

who cares if u dun care? im tryin hard not to care too -.-

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

9:42 PM

had dinner at bukit timah market w junkai,black,nic,xianwen
talked crap,sick ppl -.-
AHAHAHA..
ehhh sian
i cant run la..11mins for 2.4,wtf!
i fell 2 times n knocked into rozanne -.-
my soles no bloody grip :(
i cant jump too..
wa lau..
did 10 pullups..
tats the only consolation -.-
agRh!
econs test i jus stonned ..
SHIT la..haha..gone..
buck up yo..