Friday, March 14, 2008
10:12 PM
O1 t34.. hah..how bonded are we actually ?
LOL..
THURSDAY~went down to make my IC. $100 bucks no kiddin..da next time $300 -.-
so dun lose it..yup..
went down town..initally there s a t34 outin but its cancelled -.-
wanted to meet kaiyuan n ern..but he cant make it..
hmm SP NP card onli for flip flops..so w or w/o card no diff :(
went to 'crash' ann ann s outing w her frens n kop some sushi to eat! HAh thks :)
tried scamming M1..
ok scam not a good word..
err ahya jus wana change phone w/o my dad s presence -.-
grand cathay..pls bring letter of authorisation..
thn i wrote a letter n went down to paragon..
hand written cannot..mus fax -.-
damn it!
oh ya!blue moving rubber is a bloody scam as well..its damn gel :( 10bucksss...
today~friday.
had tution in da morning
tried my luck in chinatown s M1 shop: closed down!
NVM..i shall forget abt changin phone..suxs..
went to meet natasha.
returned her long lost CSE notes..
oh wells i didnt take CSE..sry :)
ate tgt at cine s koba..
some t32 ppl were at da top s KFC n BK..
joined da some t32 ppl for awhile..
oh wait a moment..im suppose to go for class outing and i onli met them for like less thn
an hour?! this is crap..
i noe..had wanted to go kbox..but y didnt i ?oh mans..
PM told mi go for carmen s bd celebration in cine at 6.sry i didnt turn up..
i went to ball at my house -.-
ZzzZ i got broken back..a screwed up back..a screwed up body,screwed up mind,etc..
oh man..i hate it..im doin lame n nonsensical stuffs yo..
sry for PS-ing 2grps of ppl..i arnt thinking..lol..
today s friday..
n yup..it marks the last weekday of the march holi..
yea..crap time passes freak fast man!
hmm..quite a number of things happened along the week..
n yea..
sometimes in life things dun go as smoothly as we want
life suxes..n shit do happens..
if ur an unlucky bloke..
thn shit happens ALL da time..
u jus got to face up to e reality,jus accept it, n move on..
no pt clinging on thou..
yea,speak dun need money.
it easier to say thn to do it thou..
lol..i hav to come to a pt where i got to reli wake up n see wats reli going on...
u got a pretty screwed up life..
so yup..tryin pretty hard to unscrew thou..
hmm i guess im semi awake onli..
walking down on this lonely street..
it s tough yo..coz ur alone..
oh mans..its not easy to noe wat yr thinking..
but..LOL..lookin back..
everything s pretty an irony to me..
tot all was going quite well..
but it always take for a turn..
im always on the ride..like a fool at times..
yup, i tot at least there was ann ann to acc me thru..
now she s long gone to da next class..
leavin me alone to fend for myself..
1 side of pillar of motivation s gone..
no 1 to check myself on..no 1 to compare myself with..no 1 to push each other..no aid..no nth..
sry im pretty negative now..
hopefully u do better there as u got 2 other R..
my other side of motivation which i tot i had..is pretty much shaken too.. -.-
i tot, i assume, i hope, i wish..
too much of them dun do u good..
too high an expectation, too much of effort sometimes dun do u good too..
sometimes..sry..but being childish at times isnt a crime..
its another way to relief stress?
Hah..its as if u ppl are freak matured?
i doubt so man..as if u ppl dun let loose?
LOL..sry
i dun wana hav to put on so many faces..
its tough,not easy..
i wana b myself..
i will be matured ....
we got to check ourselves b4 commenting on others..
but i arnt quite happy w yr way of doing things.
i mean ok fine,
yr happy go lucky.
but ur da 1 who wans to hav 34outing,
but u dun bother to org..
ask u to org thn forget it..
wat does it has got to do with we are mostly in da same class..
oh pls..how many only..
if an outin or not does not make any differences to u,thn forget abt sayin it n stuffs.
not only once but twice..
obviously some ppl wun go,u jus cancelled it coz v litte ppl?
oh forget it man..crap-ness.
2nd kinda of person- who always talk senselessly..
im sry..but u noe..
i hav told u upteen times not to mention it..n
u still do it anyways..
obviously i will get irritated..
nvm abt the above..
taking a step back n retreat..is the next best alternative i guess..haH..
walking alone..live thru the pain yo..u can do it ! :)
