Friday, December 21, 2007
6:05 PM
hiaz.. so lazy to blog..my arms r aching.. hmm yest gathering at xiangju house was rather alrite.. haha..mr low came .. went to cheers to get drinks.. da gal was rather dumb but it was alrite as we got away w da drinks.. haha.. i cant drink much.. so i v easy KO.. was rather blur n did dumb things like jumping in da pooland takin out my shorts =.=nvm shall update n upload da pictures soon enuf thou haha... Life s like running.. running s like living.. since da std chart i hav not reli been running.. yes, im a loser who is afraid of going training,thus i pon all.. coz im not good..im also a liar coz i hav been deceiving myself .. i nv study n i reli cant afford to do this.. i noe wat im good at.. talking n not doing..actionless.. i just ran..ran w my uncle .. i cant catch up..whn i cant catch up i lag behind... lagging far far.. there r times whre i can lead.. but it s shortcoming.. i realised.. da running espiode is da same as my life.. there are times whre im leading doing well.. but once i lag n others chase u up .. i hav completely no mind power to keep up. thus laggin n laggin .. i dun hav to go on saying as i noe smart ppl n my close frens noe.. I am not mentally strong. I am afraid of working alone. I fear rejection.
