Sunday, October 14, 2007
我真想找个无底洞。。。
6:49 PM
hmm..yest nite was literally quite hard to pass.i duno y? 可能是麻醉不了自己吧。
ehh the feelin was abt smth lik last yr.hah,whn i couldnt accept the fact that we arnt tgt,or rather being fooled..but my situation nw is much worse,i tink..
天不可能有决惹人之路吧？可我想是如果你走得不顺，接下来的事也不可能好到哪里。
morning went to get tanning oil from chunkit..had mac.went home eat again n a doze of protein powder before makin my way to delta. met w lester. gym first..had quite a hard time in gym,coz of my back..i cant do too heavy,but it defeats the purpose of me coming yea? an hr later pass,went to swim. i tot after swimmin ,my back will feel better.可是弄巧成拙。instead i worsen the condition..lay in the sun n tan..oh gosh it was the noon sun.scorchin it was. i shld hav known better.zenji came along to tan. after being burned by the damn sun, we decided to go. now thn i realised i cant walk n stand w/o pain in MY LOWER BACK AGAIN. its alway s fuckin giving me problems.. =( im really in for it.. it was like last sat..the pain was excruciating..im serious.
made my way home w pain..hah..uncle help mi treat..I CANT DO SPORTS FOR 1 WEEK AGAIN..Y IS IT ALWAYS LIDAT?好的不来，坏的冲着来。
after my sleep, its still pain..and i got a headache..damn sad..
i guess i got to ask myself y isit lidat?!
ggRH..那种压迫感实在难受。。。
