Time really past v fast la. My siblings all came back frm camp le,n its like I didn’t realize the days past so fast such tt I cant grasp it. People says jc life is v fun,best in yr life? Omg bull shit man. Thou I am tryin hard to get use to it,but I still feels that it dun appeal to me ..perhaps for now ? eh I shld be a good boy la, but I dun see myself studyin hard,doin hw ? even if that’s the case,I am still rushin thru everyday. My tests are all screwed till the peak. I am damn lost, holy shit. I dun wana to carry on man. I dun wan to see myself getting retain. It s v easy to get retain .. its high time I do something,but the first step is always the hardest.how man? Any help?!
I tied with kinda some decisions to be made. I m wishy washy in cases which I dun wana name, perhaps jus leavin it alone for now.. shld I go back for my swimmin trainin? Its jus an exam where I am by thn a qualified life saver. Preparations for it arnt easy =.= . I guess I lack the determination n wateva to get back. I cant drag it longer le..pls enlighten mi by showin/tellin mi the way somebody?! I duno if I quit ODAC to join bball as cca is a right choice. My gut feelings are telling mi that it was a wrong choice anyways. I want to join smth tt whn I take part in I can achieve smth like medals , etc? thou ODAC is rather challenging and tough, I tink I can learn to take it .. but for bball, winnin a place in nations isnt easy. I start to believe Im not cut out for it . coach told mi to brush up my basics coz its not there yet.. that s damm sadding .. I doubt I can play or fight for 1st 12 sch team player next yr too? Haiz.. I admit im slow in learning things. =,[=
Leaving comments n advice are gratefully thanked before hand =)
